being lonely during the weekend...

hmm wiken ni along dok kl dgn mak jek....
ayah n hadeera are not around...attending wedding ceremony...my SIL kawen..belah laki lak...
huhuhu mulanya mmg nk hadeera stay dgn along jek..tp kenangkan ayah hadeera sure bosan..
then ku titipkan anak dara ku itu bersama sbg peneman dan penglipur lara ayah...hehehe
Mr. HO u shud thank me for that!! and i want a reward oso okay!! hahaha....
along lak kalo laa keadaan mengizinkan udah ku folo family in law ku itu...tp apa boleh buat...demi bb..ku berkorban...chewah!!
ijan n family oso not around coz it's time to BALIK KAMPUNG hohoho BALIK KAMPUNG...hehehehe...
makcik n children oso balik kg but different timing lah...

tinggal laa mak n along di rumah...bila wiken cam biasa laa...BIG M pon datang laa menjengah..hehehe..
thot of doing some housekeeping...tp sampai skrang along asik didepan lappy ni....
huhuhuhu tah laa...ape nak jadik laa dengan bonda hadeera ni...

smalam the whole day diabiskan diluar...KLCC watched AVATAR...Then KG BARU had lunch...MELAWATI layan movie...AU mngepos kad walimatul urus en YUNUS and had dinner there oso... sumer aktiviti ditemani hero2...hehehe x pe along dah mintak izin HO awal2 lagik... =))

pepon a day without hubby and doter is not fun at all... huhuuhuhu missing them so much!!
lucky teknolgi dh canggih skang...we got hp, internet, 3g laa tah ape laik g laa kan...kalo x...sangap tggu berita dorg... =)) cepat2 balik ye...bonda udah kangen bangat nih!!

so ill stop here...and shall be continue next time..which i dun know wen...hahaha its all depends on my mood...hikhikhik...
till then!!

hoping the best!!!

assalamualaikum wbt....
hmmm rasanye dah lama giler x jot down anything kat sini....
hahaha macam biasa big M melanda diri...
actually since raya ari tu mmg badan x besh langsung.....
huhuhu skang masih lagik feel the same way..x besh xbesh!!! tp ku gagahkan jua....
nak tau kenapa??? hehehe it is because there is another heartbeat inside my wombs....
ape yg ku mengarotkan ni???? ayat tunggang langgang...
kawan2, abaikan grammatical errors ku itu....
well itulah hakikatnye, ada nyawa lain dalam rahim ni... =))
dah 11 minggu....still got another 200+ days to go...
tau ni pon gara2 letak lilypie ticker...hehehe
alhamdulillah...rezeki Allah nk bagi...
b4 this mmg dh berangan nk ade another bb sumwhere next year...
usaha ayah hadeera berjaya! ahaks!!

alah?? hmm kali ni mmg teruk alah...
dulu masa time preg hadeera mmg de m.sickness but then x seteruk kali...
skarang ni bkn jek morning sickness dah sampei ke malam gua kene alah beb!!
penat siot!!! huhuhu kenapa laa x leh transfer kat ayah skit alahan ni??hikhik
so harap sangat alah2 ni leh ilang after 3 mths ni....
kalo x suffer den!!

tu laa citer den yang terperap selama ni hehehe...
kepada kakak sayang... sori x bgtau lebih awal...
mesti kakak marah kan sebab announce kt sini x bgtau directly...
sebenarnye niat adik nk SURPRISE!!
harap2 surprise adik menjadi....
ampun maaf dipinta...jangan marah no!

doa2kan along agar selamat yek....

ok laa pen off!! sok2 sambung lagik....
daaaa......

hari raya

selamat hari raya to all...
seronok x raya? Along cam biasa jek...
1st n 2nd raya ikot my MIL g beraya ke rumah kaum kerabat MIL
and this eid is our 1st eid beraya bersama...
3rd & 4th raya mak along lak ajak jalan2 beraya ke rumah kaum kerabat belah kami n babah lak...
bonda tolong hadeera kutip duit raya jek
hehehe...

xde ape sgt laa pon this year nye raya...
kami pon x banyak bergambar sbb ayah hadeera punya laa malas sampai x bawak kemana2 camera mahal dia...
so xde laa family raya's pix...
ni pon inisiatif bonda hadeera amik phone ayah, snap masa beraya kat rumah relatives MIL

tu je laa citer raya kami....
hehehe...

Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri

Assalamualaikum wbt....
hmm dah tinggal 2 ari jek lagik nk raya...
Along masih di Kl...huhuhu
dah kene raya sini mmg laa kat sini kan...=P

sebenarnya Along nk minta maaf dan ampun...walaupon x real hanya dia alam maya jek...
harap diampunkan semua salah dan silap Along selama ni...secara sedar ataupon kurang waras....
halalkan makan minum yang x terbagitau, teramik brg ke & terlupa nk bagi tau...
semua laaa...halalkan ek....

kakak ku yang sorang tu, dh sampai kat kg dh...
bergumbira wat preparation...
harap kakak happy2 di hari raya ni....
kad raya adik dah sampai ke x??
hehehe
nak gak anta kad raya...gediks

ok laa pen off dulu....eh...pakai pen ke??
hantam jek laa
hahahaha

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL...

Tips For Staying Young

hai hai hai.....its been quite a long time kan...

ni nak post blog pon x tau nk post ape sebenarnya...

bukannye along xde cite mmg ada cite...tp malas nye nak mngarang...

kita cite pasal balik kampung laa ek...nak beraya!

taun ni along tak balik kampung kot sbb tetiba jek ayah Hadeera kata dia nak beraya kat KL

memula macam membangkang abis2an gak laa tp.....hmm kita layankan jek laa

huhuhu ni laa pes taim along nak beraya kat KL

before this mmg destinasi beraya hanya di KEDAH

dulu masa kecik2 ada laa raya kat KL tapi since dah besor panjang ni x penah lagik beraya kat KL

sure rasa cam x raya along huhuhuhu......

and this is my 1st time also beraya bersama MIL....

cane laa ek? hehehe....

and another reason y im not going back to Kedah for this eid...

my beloved mom has to work on 1st n 2nd day of eid....

xkan nk biar my mom beraya sengsorang lak kan...cian my mom!!!

so x de laa mcm x bes sgt..asal ada mak ok dah!! cuma mak xleh laa nk masak bes2 mcm kat kg sbb kene keje

kalo nk harapkan along masak ketupat rendang tu sampai bila pon xkan merasa laa....huhuhu

tp kene gak blaja...tp x tau bila nk blaja

mayb kene amik cuti tanpa gaji sebulan blaja masak jek

aci....??? hahaha poyoooosssss tahap KLCC

tp have to make sure hadeera xde laa...kalo x asik nk "kong..." (dukung) jek cane nk masak??

hahaha kalo kasik alasan im the number 1 laaa..no 1 can challenge...hehehe

uiks dalam malas2 nak mengarang pon...still manage to type this long story kan....

hahaha tu laa kalo dh start menaip camni laa....

tahapahapa laa yang along mengarutkan pon x tau.....

ooo lupa plak tadik check2 inbox terjumpa this article from my ex-boss...

hehehe utk kawan2 nak stay young!! try laa....=))

Tips For Staying Young

1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay "them".

2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down.

3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop."

4. Enjoy the simple things.

5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.

6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive.

7. Surround yourself with what you love, Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Let your home be your resort.

8. Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.

9. Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, even to the next county; to a foreign country but NOT to where the guilt is.

10. Tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

merindukanmu

sejak 2 menjak ni my mom ske folo citer SEKAR kat Astro Prima tu (which is Ashraf Sinclair also acting in that drama!!) Along kengkadang tgk gak sementara nk layan mata nak zzzz kan...
Along bukan laa nk citer pasal drama tu sbb not a big fan pun...huhuhu... sebenarnya juz nk share theme song drama tu...i dunno whether kat radio Malaysia dh penah putarkan lagu ni ataupon x...sbb along x penah lak dengar lagunyer..
lagu tu tajuknyer MERINDUKANMU by D'Massive...easy listening laa...
mcm biasa..along lebih pentingkan isi satu2 lagu tu...in other word...the lyrics..
im touched by the lyrics...bes laa hehehe
so here's the song's lyrics...ill try 2 upload it in here once i know how...hahaha

MERINDUKANMU

Saat aku tertawa di atas semua
Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku
Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Selama aku masih bisa bernafas
Masih sanggup berjalan
Ku kan selalu memujamu
Meski ku tak tau lagi
Engkau ada dimana
Dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu

Saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya
Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku
Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Selama aku masih bisa bernafas
Masih sanggup berjalan
Ku kan selalu memujamu
Meski ku tak tau lagi
Engkau ada dimana
Dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu
Dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu

sakit!!!

mmg tengah x sehat sangat ni
ari jumaat ari tu dh mai ofis tp kol 10 blah p pu****i sbb nk wat screening H1N1...risau gak...
suhu badan along mmg x naik frm the day b4 37.1 jek tp batuk makin menjadi2 plus badan rasa lenguh2.. the whole body! and bila jalan rasa badan terhoyong-hayang jek
so bila bgtau mak, mak suh p hosp terus....
smpi hosp...mak aiiii ramai gak org dok menunggu...
bila my turn 2 do the screening lam pala otak x terpikir yang test tu sakit ke ape ke...main masuk jek
then nurse tu cakap laa ni x selesa skit...dia masukkan swap yg panjang tu sedalam2 yg blh kat lam idung smpi dia rasa dapat tisu yg sepatutnye...
huh!! pedih sioottt!! berair2 mato den!!! dari xde selsema terus rasa nk bersin2 jek
huhuhuhu....
tggu nk jmp doc laks... tuptaptuptap... smpi my turn, doc said dapat mc sbb takut x leh nk perform masa doing work...
hmm ingat xde laa apa sgt..balik umah makcik jek terus rasa menggeletar badan..pastu panas sejuk panas sejuk...huhuhu sekali demam daaa....
hadeera ajak main2 dgn dia pon x terlayan...sbb mata berat saaanggggaaatttt!
after take a nap...alhamdulillah ok laa sket! tp still rasa panas sejuk panas sejuk....


so wiken lepas mmg x g mana and x wat ape sbb x larat sangat...
cuma ahad malam tu terasa laa hadeera badan dia start deda... (suam2 kuku nk panas....hahaha!!!)
pg isnin tu anta hadeera mcm biasa kat makcik... tp pesan dah kat makcik let say hadeera getting worse call immediately laa....

kol 10 call makcik dia cakap badan hadeera start panas tp dia still active...
ok laa sbb makcik dh kasik ubat demam...
then lam kol 2.30 pm makcik call lagik bgtau hadeera keep vomitting..xnk makan
huhuuhuh dh x senang duduk dah along kat opis ni...
bgtau bos tp bos cam bolayyannn!!
call HO bgtau keadaan hadeera.. dia kata nk balik bawak hadeera g hosp tapi nk siapkan urgent tasks 1st! hmm terpaksa laa tunggu kannnn



4.30 pm....HO call dia kata nk gerak dh...lam 10 mins smpi...along pon kemas2 mintak izin boss w/pon lagik 20 mins nk blk dah....x kira nk balik gak....sampai umah kat kg baru tgk hp ada misscall dr makcik.... alamak!!!!nape nih?
call balik makcik informed hadeera dh start shaking!! huhuhuhu buat lagik risau...
otw ke wangsa maju....mmg x byk bercakap dgn HO...lam pala otak dok pk hadeera jek...airmata dh bergenang dah!!! huhuhuhu x leleh jek lagik
sampai sana...nmpk hadeera mmg muka merah menyala, bibir mcm pakai lipstick merah!! alahai cian anak bonda...badan mmg panas laa
dok kejap kt umah makcik tggu ujan x lebat samgat br gerak g hosp...
smpi sana mcm biasa ramai org dh dok tggu..tmbhan lak doc tggl 2 org....huhuhuu
hadeera spjang menunggu tu x nk kat sape2 kecuali along n HO jek
mak along dgn babah along yang ada skali pon dia x nk
bila jmp doc, hadeera jadik x tentu arah sbb mayb dia tau tu doc kot hehehe
check temperature 39.8....tggi kan!
huhuhu cian anak bonda! dh kasik ubat sumer blk ke umah...barulah nmpk hadeera nk main2 lega skit....
malam tu kami x tdo sbb hadeera asik muntah jek
so along decided 4 not going to work, so i can take care of her. sambil2 tu leh cover tdo smlm
hahaha

semalam the whole day hadeera mmg nk berkepit n merengek jek....sbb dia tau bonda dia ada
cube kalo along xde..mesti suka2 ati dia nk play around!huhuhu x pe laa, dia pon x sehat sgt kan
hehehe



hmm smlm 18.08.09 ialah double celebration 4 my family, my babah's birthday and oso my sis' wedding anniv.
so like other occassions, my family used to gather and makan besar!!! hadeera ok jek smlm x byk sgt ragam, bdn pon x panas sgt



harap2 hadeera ok laa ari ni....amiinnn!!!



tu je laa report saya pada hari ni...sekian!!!
kuerghkuergh..... =P

PEKSA, PERIKSA, EXAM......

hmm lega dah bis exam...walaupon deep down inside i know that i have a place 4 next year exam...hahahha....sib baik semalam along jmp kak leha....siap dok sebelah2 lagik...so bes laa sket xde laa boring sangat

pagi2 dh siap2 nk g tmpt exam yg along x penah sekali pon jejakkan kaki kat sana....HO lak soh along drive sdiri g sana... mana mau!!! "ai x nah g sana...ai xske laa sesat2 ni"...mula laa HO pon bebel2..."awak tu dh brp kali lalu sana pon x tau lagik!!!" tp akhirnya dia anta gak along....
yg kelakarnye.... masa kat sapura Mines tu along ada nmpk 2 bijik keta member dr kementerian kat tepi sapura tu...along tny Ho..."kat sini ker?" dgn konfiden nye dia jawab "ye laa...bis tu kat mana lagik?" so along siap2 amik barang,cium tgn Ho mintak restu (eceehhhh!!)
turun dari keta terus Ho jalan (pecut sbnrnya!!!) dlm masa yg sama tgk keta kawan2 along yg benti tepi td pon jalan....alamak!!! bukan kat sini ker???
huhuuhhu...taim tu terlupa lgsg kegunaan hp...sbb panic!!! cuma tgn jek terlambai2 panggil (mcm HO nmpk kan!! BODO!!) sib baik kak pah nmpk...so dia benti amik ai yg terkontang kanting bawak beg berat2 hahaha....alhamdulillah!!
masa lam keta berbakul along marahkan HO lam sms...konfiden sgt kata kt situ...hehehe..juz imagine how far i have to walk if kak pah didnt stopped the car..silap2 org dh start exam along x sampai2...grrrr!!!

smpi2 sana tgk ramai gak dh ada...then kak leha tegur!!! yes!! kak leha ada...mmg dh agak kak leha kt tmpt yg sama coz nama pon dekat2
kami melepak sambil2 tanda buku... (baru nk buat.....!!!) sembang2 then masuk peksa...

bis exam tu..lega giler rasa..tp rasa nye mmg kene reseat paper tu...hahaha sbb mana de study pon...buku pon baru g pinjam kat library kelmarin dulu (1 ari b4 exam) hahaha...nmpk sgt x de inisiatif nk blaja kan!!!

pas exam kami g mines shopping complex...tu laa kali pertama along jejakkan kaki kat sana...tu pon org sarawak yang bawak jalan...haha tq kak leha!! sempat makan kepci... sms kak eim...saja je...nk kasik jeles!! hahaha...pastu hubby kak leha dh smpi...tggu kt entrance...
kami yg blur2 ni carik laa entrance...x jmpa2...tny org asik bgtau entrance bwh jek...yg kami carik entrance atas..sib baik jmp gak...

then Ho suh along g KTM komuter Serdang...senang dia nk amik katanye....along ingat dekat laa...rupenyeeee...sempat semput laa gak...sib baik ada puan azizaharun teman along thru phone!! hehehe
dengan x tau jalan...tny org2 sana...sumer x tau...pastu nmpk laa 2 org kakak bertudung labuh...lam ati along kata hmmm sure dorg leh tnjuk direction ni.. br jek along kasik salam...sorang kakak tu dh mengelak dari along...huh??? mcm pelik...mayb dia ingat along nk jual barang kot sbb bawak beg besar gedabak... along teruskan niat bertanya direction..."tumpang tanya kak, blh tunjuk saya mana stesen komuter?"kakak yg mengelak dari along tu still x menjawab soklan along...malu dah ni...rasa cam alien laks!!! sib baik kakak sorang lagi tu jawab n tunjuk arah mana yg patut along tuju....alhamdulillah...."tima kasih byk2 kak...assalamualaikum" pheeewwww!!! so after 5 mins walk, smpi laa kat ktm komuter...tggu Ho lam 10mins, dia pon sampai....
lam keta along dah bebel2 sbb kene jalan jauh...dengan selambe nyer HO kata "tak pelaa exercise!!" huh!! wat a statement!! sib baik lam keta de aircond... kalo x leh nmpk sumer api kat atas pale along...hikhikhik...

then kami terus ke wangsa maju, amik hadeera sbb turn for her injection ==>CHICKEN POX..lam pale dh terbayang hmm skjap jek ni...sampai2 wat screening for H1N1 1st then naik kat registration counter...mengucap panjang kami...panjang nyer Q!! dh terus pk..sure kol 4 x bis lagik nih!! tggu jgk laa sbb dah sampai kan!! tggu amik card and so on...dh almost 1 hr
after that tggu consultation tu yg lameeeee giiiiillleeerrrrr!!! kesian kat dak2 kecik laa x leh tido...
ada yg bb lagik...ada yg dh besar skit
yg paling kesian yg betol2 tgh tahan kesakitan...frm wat i can see, ada 2,3 kids are suffering coz hi fever. tp nk wat cane have to Q gak sbb depa ikot system 1st come 1st serve laa...
hadeera lak asik mngamok sbb dia x tdo lagik petang tu....huhuhu terpaksa laa melayan...
turn hadeera pon sampai...and that time dh almost 5pm...masa tu spatutnya paede dh leh balik...tp her patients..still have a few numbers to go...dh jmp doc..ingat nk leh balik..tggu Q kt cashier plak..kat pharmacy lagik..smpi kat umah nenek hadeera (sib baik dekat dgn hosp) dekat kol 5.40pm...fuhh!!

Hmm wat a day kan....!

bosan

arghhhh!! keje dah siap (4 2day!).. FB, MP, Twitter, FS sumer xleh access..xtau dah nak wat ape ni... tak tau dah nk view blog sape lagik... xtau dh nk tgk 2dung mana yg canteekk!! (my addiction at the moment) huhuhuhu.... bosan nye!

ari ni along puasa.. 15 syaaban.. tapi ganti sbnrnye! =p
heheh taun ni taun paling malas nak ganti poser...ye laa last 2 years x pyh ganti...
taun ni x laa banyak pon... tp benda wajib kene wat..walaupon lewat (tak baik kan!!) insyaAllah senin minggu dpn bis laa mengganti poser.....sok x leh nk poser sbb sok nk g window shopping...konon 4 raya laa! buweekkk!! padahal x much money in hand pon! saja jek nk sakitkan ati n mata sendiri boleh???
hahaha.... =D
tah laa tgk2 boleh laa gaji nnt br laa nk menyoping ( ada ke perkataan ni??) pon...tu pon slpas ayah hadeera kasik greenlight!! kalo x, nganga je laa

citer pasal shopping, skang kan dah byk sgt org started doing online business... me n my fren oso have that intention for quite sometime jugak laa..tp masalah modal n supplier tu buat kami terbantut jap... skang ni pe yang along buat is shopping online jelaa nk menjual online x dpt lagik...
kami masih x survey pros and cons doing this kind of business.. dalam otak cuma nak tambah duit poket org cakap kan!! tp mana tau Allah dah tetapkan kami ada rezeki lebih kalo wat bisnes ni Alhamdulillah!! tu laa...4 d being Along juz keep myself at the passive mode laa...tggu laa bila dah ready mentally, physically and financially (of course!! =p) then kita will change this blog to the active mode laa plak kan! InsyaAllah!! =))

FLU-FLU-FLU-FLU

arghhh!!! kene flu laa plak....tp ni rasa dh ilang plak...
td bersin2...tu yang idung berair
bila dh x bersin ok laa plak...
skang dh laa macam2 penyakit yg tgh menular.. takooottt!!!especially H1N1 yang dah meragut 8 nyawa di Malaysia itself!! it will become worse thing ever (4 me of course!!) when kene kat hadeera...ish!!! tachwud! doa byk2 dh hope hadeera dijauhkan segala penyakit dan malapetaka amiinnn!!!
dah ada anak ni sumer pk dia dulu...even keperluan pon dulukan dia...
skang along bukan beli sangat keperluan along
kalo dh beli brg2 dia yg along berkenan...ada wit lebih baru laa usha2 barang sendiri
hehehe...tiap2 bulan rasa ada jek nk beli utk hadeera huhuhuhu...yang best nye baju raya hadeera rasanye dh berlonggok2 tapi still rasa x cukup...
tu belum campur mama tok n tok cik watkan baju kurung utk hadeera lagik...
semua ibu2 macam i ke? ke i yg over? hahaha =))
hmm dah melalut kan..tadi citer pasal flu tup2 masuk pasal shop 4 hadeera laks...
hahaha tu laa kalo tgn dh mengetuk keyboard ni....
ada jek idea datang mencurah2
yang masalahnyer ada ke yang folo my blog ni kan? hahaha
x pe utk tatapan diri sendiri jek!!! (ayat sedap ati!!!) =p

baru nak belajar2

Hai! Hai! Along sebenarnye tak tau pe nk post nih...mayb by time Along akan ada laa post pepe yg yang best!!! hahaha Kalo de sesape yg pandai leh laa 2runkan ilmu kat Along....

anyway...juz wanna share my all-time fav song....(lirik je actually hahaha...)

Flying Without Wings lyrics

Everybody's looking for that something

One thing that makes it all complete

You'll find it in the strangest places

Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children

Some find it in their lover's eyes

Who can deny the joy it brings

When you've found that special thing

You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning

Some in their solitary lives

You'll find it in the words of others

A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship

The kind you cherish all your life

And when you know how much that means

You've found that special thing

You're flying without wings

So, impossible as they may seem

You've got to fight for every dream

Cos who's to know which one you let go

Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you

To watch the sunrise on your face

To know that I can say I love you

In any given time or place

It's little things that only I know

Those are the things that make you mine

And it's like flying without wings

Cos you're my special thing

I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins

And you'll be where it ends

I'm flying without wings

And that's the joy you bring

I'm flying without wings

this pix was taken while we were waiting for our fl8 2 bandung...